changes

salam.

yes. im still freaking out.
the event date is getting closer, yet so many things need to be cleared. ish. let alone the job im in. oh. im dead. dead meat!!


but one thing for sure, there's ONE huge doubt in my mind at the moment.
but then again, what if i just decide to give it a chance, would i be a failure for not doing what im supposed to?
would mummy and abah feel disappointed with this degil daughter of theirs?
sukaa kan nak buat kepala sendiri?

aduh. sukar sukar.
im into changes. i know i can adapt fast to changes.
but i think, i get bored fast too.
ish. that's bad!!
but still, i want something else.
i want a change.
cause i wanna be happy.
for i think i am not currently.
deep inside lah, facade-wise, i am happy-go-lucky, no? (tu diaa....facade katanya....ceh)

ok. wanna sleep. please go away, serabutness. i want to sleep, i dont need u to make my life miserable, ok.

good night, peeps!