Sunday, February 28, 2010

cepat sikit buat kerja tu boleh tak wahai Farah Diana?

yes.
seperti yang dinyatakan dalam beberapa entry yang lepas, life in architecture field tidak banyak beza antara ketika belajar dan ketika bekerja.
beza dia, ketika belajar, latihan, boleh main tipu tipu berangan site segitu segini.
tapi kini, betul punya. extend extend tak main naaa....
T____T

Friday, February 26, 2010

drebar

drivers should really learn how to use the signal lights. Erk.
That includes me. Marah btul dengan diri sendiri kalau terlupa kasi signal.

Para kereta merc, kalau kau ingat aku heran sangat kereta kau, lu silap bai! Err... Kalau ferari ke, lamborghini ke, heran sikit la...ok fine, sikit je! :P kalau lu nak laju, meh sini lane 1, kau kasi salam, wa kasi lu jalan. Tapi kalau lu kurang asam,lu boleh jalan!

Tu dia... Tiba tiba emo. Dah selalu sangat rasa nak blog bout etika jalan raya, tapi nak type kat handset macam jari gemok kan, bikin panas je asyik silap type. Nak type guna netbook, beliau diatas. Semacam malas mahu menjengah tingkat atas ni.maka... Ini dia. Ok. Sekian. Walaupun malam masih muda, mata dah pandai kelayuan pulak dah.adoi.

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

dreams

i do have my own dreams too.

in case u haven't noticed.

and oh, yes. obviously feelings and emotions included.
just some random fact about me, the more i am pushed, the longer i'll drag it.
don't believe me? be it. like i said before, i do have a set of dreams too.

things i've learnt

salam.
bertemu kembali bersama mak minah balik kampung beranak dalam tong.

ok. cut the crap!

what i have learnt these few days:

- even professionals practice before they present their project to client/authorities etc.

- even professionals get critics from others.

- working life and study life on architecture background does not have any much difference. including the sleepless nights (and with the excessive amount of multitasks, of course), the pressure, the money "flow" etc.

- even the professionals get rejections; if not fully then partly, i mean, designs.

- less IS more. no doubt. when it's too MANY, it may be out of control. resulting stress and depression on OTHERS! *sigh*

- u don't always get what u want, but u can always wants the best for what u've got.

...............




oh. one more.

- though i get my works done eventually, but it takes lots of tears and cries on the way. simply said, i CRY ALOT! T____T

haha.

wait. one final one.







the more busy i am, the more gatal my hands update blog tanpa segan silu. note: yes yes. it's time to move with works now. adios! stay cool, peeps! ^.^

Saturday, February 20, 2010

jual ikan

kalau aku bertindak menjual ikan seperti kamu, pasti laju kamu lihat aku sebagai lemah tak mampu pikul tanggungjawab yang aku janjikan, kan?
sedangkan, tanggungjawab itu pada dasarnya tidak langsung berkaitan dengan aku dan rakan rakan seangkatan aku yang bukan lagi bergelar pelajar.
ye. kami memang kelulusan tahap pertama sahaja, tidak seperti kamu yang sedang di hujung tahap kedua. jauh lebih rendah tahap kami ini jika dibanding dengan kamu. tapi pokoknya disini, aku dan kawan kawan aku BUKAN PELAJAR. mengerti?

aku selalu ingin menjadi seperti kamu, hati keras. tapi, aku tak bisa tahan kalau mulut-mulut merata-rata cerca aku sekiranya aku bertindak seperti kamu.

sedikit kecewa, aku seperti ditegah mengejar impian aku sendiri. memang rumit menjadi farah diana, yang mudah diserabutkan. padahal, itu pilihan aku sendiri.
perlahan lahan kini, aku menjadi orang seperti kamu. aku sungguh benci perubahan itu, tapi, apakan daya.

ya Allah, sesungguhnya aku tahu KAU benci mereka yang merungut. tidak ya Allah. aku hanya hamba MU yang sekadar meluahkan apa yang terbuku kerana menyimpan semua ini semakin merosakkan kehidupan indah yang telah Kau kurniakan ini.

well, u cant always get what u want, right?
u'll always have to choose, not matter how important ALL of it to you, u simply have to let go some to gain what's best for u. it's ONLY YOU, no one else, that can shape ur life ahead with the izin from the Almighty. if anyone is hurt by my decision, im truly sorry but i think it's time for me to focus on my life, not other's, which i have been doing for these past few years. i neglected what my dear family had been trying to make me see for so long, but only now i know what they meant. thank u everyone, it's time.....

p/s: if u are a friend of mine, u will definitely aware that im not the one who hold grudges for a long time, but what u did hurt me so much, the pain is unbearable. thank u for letting me feel the pain, ive learn my lesson.

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

adik ku sudah pulang!

salam sejahtera. Lunch hour, mari update blog dan upload photos sebentar ya. tumpang lalu.....

Alhamdulillah, adik ku selamat sampai pada tanggal 12 jun 2010 yang lalu.
One whole family is back together again. Happy sungguh tak terkira!
walaupun sekejap i guess. dalam lebih kurang dua minggu kot, and he's back off-shore again.

Terharu kami sekeluarga dia tak lupa buah tangan dari merata-rata tempat yang dia dah pergi. ada from Japan, ada from Egypt, from Singapore. err...tu je yang aku ingat.
Well, the best gift we could have is he himself, still in one piece, as healthy as possible, Alhamdulillah.

Malas tulis panjang, sebab dok pulun banyak kerja la gak ni... meh tengok gambar (setelah agak sekian lama tak upload pics kan kan!hahaha)




hmm...tapi masalah nya di sini, ini adik aku ni nak hadiahkan pada kakak kakak nya atau pada adik adik kecil beliau? err.....bukan adik aku ni bongsu kah? aduhai lah hanif....mujur laaaah kakak kakak kau ni sedikit weng, maka boleh layan kan aja hadiah-hadiah dari kau ni, hanif. well, whatever it is, the thought that matters most. thank u, dear. we love you! (regardless the gifts, we still love u! haha)

Monday, February 08, 2010

Please Allah, give me strength!

salam.

well, the pressure is actually getting more and more!
i really hope i could catch it up.
it's like flying without wings.
ha?? tak relevan langsung perumpamaan! T___T
haha!
eh. gelak pulak. tengah serius ni!
like i've said, the tense is getting tighter.
hopefully, the journey continues as planned.
it's like walking without legs, and writing without hands at the moment.
well, i take it as one of the challenges in my life.
life is not really what we want it to be, and life is not as easy as we think they are.
but life could be as colorful as what we imagine it to be, just by smiling at those circumstances.
hang in there, ok farah!
you can do it!
yes, u can!