Friday, June 29, 2007

almost perfect

Nurse: “It was a busy morning,approximately 8:30 am, when an elderly gentleman, in his 80’s, presented tohave sutures (stitches) removed from his thumb.He stated that he was in a hurry as he had an appointment at 9:00 am.I took his vital signs and had him take a seat, knowing it would be over an hour before someone would to able to see him.I saw him looking at his watch and decided, since I was not busy with another patient, I would evaluate his wound. On examination it was well healed, so I talked to one of the doctors, got the needed supplies to remove his sutures and redress hiswound.While taking care of his wound, we began to engage in conversation. Asked him if he had a doctor’s appointment this morning somewhere else, as he was in such a hurry.The old gentleman told me no, that heneeded to go to the nursing home to eat breakfast with his wife.I then inquired as to her health. He told me that she had been there for a while and that she was a victim of Alzheimer Disease.As we talked, and I finished dressing his wound, I asked if she would be worried if he was a bit late. He replied that she no longer knew who he was, that she had not recognized him in last five years now.I was surprised, and asked him. “And you are still going every morning,even though she doesn’t know who you are?” He smiled as he patted my hand and said. “She doesn’t know me, but Istill know who she is.”I had to hold back tears as he left, I had goose bumps on my arm, and thought, “That is the kind of love I want in my life. "True love is neither physical, nor romantic. True love is an acceptance of all that is, has been, will be, and will not be.Check out the people you love .. is it as strong as this old gentleman... ?

well...i'm just sharing this. got it from bulletin posted by my dearie fren from mjscbp; aisya. and saya juga merasa goose bump itu.... terharu dgn ketulusan old gentleman itu. masih adakah manusia sebegini?? (i even doubt myself to be such wonderful lover.haihh....) yes, i almost thought the story above was perfect love story but no....HIS love is the ONE and only perfect love we can ever have in our life, now and then. nevertheless, the story is almost perfect.....aint it? ^_^

Thursday, June 28, 2007

are u sleeping?

dem dem dem!! i hate! i hate i hate!!!! hate it very much when i cudn't sleep when im supposed to!!!!
ayyo!! come on la eyes...get heavy quick!!it's tiring la to just stare into the ceiling and figure out when these eyes wud finally close and zzzz.... aaaa... please sumone help me!!

i know im used to sleepless nites...but when i have the time to sleep, i just cant put myself in. argh!! need sumone to dodoi me?? har har har...

yo...sleep la fara d!!! sleep sleep sleep!!!!!!
y tonite susah mau tdo ma??? seharian melekap muka kat monitor pun dah takmampu mau kiokkan aku ke alam mimpi dah ka??? aaaaaa......

WAT SHUD I DO??? lagu dgr suda.... online juga suda (and sedang...duh!)...siap dah off and on smula, still not sleepy!! cis cis cis! mau on ym, ym ntah mende problem dia...malas mau figure it out. aaaaa....jerit kang, mampos kena lepuk dek mummy!! kang terkejut maktok, mau berjaga dia sepanjang mlm! haihh!!.......

so sengal. adoi la.
oh yes. y not i use dis oppurtunity (eh...correct ke spelling nya??...ah..wat ev!!)
to start compiling my training report?? ha?? lazy bum!!
yeah yeah! kept shouting to myself to START writing those reports but yeah, just SHOUT! kill those habits off, farah!

yeah yeah!! whine all u can! yes yes... dat's it bebeh!! come one eyes dearie... get drowsy....zzzz.... signing off!zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz


*y do i feel like cursing??? tahan farah tahan!! cursing is bad 4 ur health!! har har....
dem dem dem!!!cis!*
butt off the pc farah! stop crapping and start sleeping.theEnd.

Saturday, June 23, 2007

saja-saja

aih. kelmarin boleh dikatakan satu hari yang...yaaaang... yang tak berapa best buat aku. waha!! sedih sunggoh!... tapi skang macam malas nak tulis. takde mood lah. ahaha.... len kali aku update lah. tgh lapo plak. miahaha!!

>_<

Saturday, June 16, 2007

reUniOn 5L2003mjscBalikPulau:tHeKonOnKOnoN!

16 Jun 2007. 1140.kl sentral
msg si azmir. katanye tak jadik drive ke timesquare. makanya, aku kira, mesti dia naik komuter. ahah! tepat jangkaan aku. tgh2 dok jalan dah nak sampai pintu kua menuju ke stesen monorel, bleh la kan aku pusing wat U-turn bila dpt msg azmir yg dia akan tunggu syamil kat kl sentral. alang2 dorg da janji jumpa kat ctu, aku pon join la untuk gerak sama2 dari kl sentral tuh.dlm 1145, azmir sampai kl sentral. syamil tak sampai lagik. so kitorang pon lepak mcD,azmir minom stoberi shake dan aku makan eskrem ijau yg rasa nye tak kurang cam limau nipis special kat bangi tuh (nurul panggil air nih air sp....ih.tammo sebut lah!!!waaaa...XD ) tepon syamil, dia sejauh lima stesen dari kl sentral. hak. sempat gak abes eskrem aku tuh tunggu si syamil. sempat jugak aku ngan si azmir berdating sembang2 itu ini. adoi la. bila syamil sampai, sambung sembang2 sekejap sebelom gerak ke monorel.

1300.timesquare.
teros menonong cari elevator utk ke tingkat seploh.syamil sengal sbb mula2 dia msg gtau venue kat foodcourt tingkat seploh. dan kemudian dia kata kat chicken hatz. cet. turun balik la kitorang ke tingkat empat. tunggu faris kat sana sambil berusaha menghubungi yang lain-lain dan memujuk supaya menghadiri event kecik tersebut. hiks.tunggu2, tibe2 aku ternampak kelibat sorg mamat dok terjengok2 ke dlm chicken hatz tuh. ahah! kenal sangat aku kalo rambot cenggitu. FARIS!!! miahaha!! kami saja tak panggil dia (kami menunggu di kerusi kat lua restoran tuh). bia dia terjengok2 sambil kami posing sengeh2 menanti dia berpaling tengok kitorang. hikhik! sampai je faris kat tpt kitorng lepak tuh, tros dia tny mana org ini, org itu... maka, masing2 cuba try contact sapa yg bleh di ajak join. EMPAT org je k.... meh i nak lepuk beberapa org ini (lepuk cepuk manja je...jgn marah ek...)
1. awon. alasan tak datang: jaga lembu kat umah. lembu dia tak leh ditinggalkan. cis!padahal cik kak ni yg ye ye mencetuskan idea mewujudkan gath ini. cis lagik!
2. pia. alasan tak datang: kena register masok asrama (kan pia? lebeyy kurang la...) oh k...alasan diterima.tp...ih! msg syamil kata ckp anytime, dia on je. cis cis. i terbang ke cyber tuh sekeh dia kang!
3. wani. alasan tak datang: oh aku tak igt tp diterima lah. tp nak gak cepuk sbb dia yg iya2 memujuk rayu aku mula2 dlu soh aku yg organize kan. walopon mentah2 aku tolak memikul tanggungjawab tuh tp cair gak akhirnya sbb wani pujuk rayu. alih2 mmg aku tak wat pa pe pon melainkan syamil yg berusaha keras. hehe. (aku pon patot tersenarai dlm list lepuk cepuk neh!)
4. aida fasehah. alasan tak datang: syamil kate dia tammo dtg. ntah le.
5. eh....suka2 aku je kan nak lepuk cepuk nih. cis!! cukop cukop!
hehe..,.. takde lah. saje je aku sebot nak cepuk2 dorg neh. knapa nak cepuk? sbb aku windu sama itu olang laa....geram tak dapat jumpa mereka. (owh. org yg tak tersenarai dlm list kat atas ni, jgn igt i takmo lepuk u ols yer. hehe... cume takde idea nak goreng ayat je neh!miahaha!!)ayyo! i rindu sangat amat dgn sume manusia2 dari 4L2002 ngan 5L2003 tuh.
oh....juga seisi maktab itu. adoi la....budak2 suria..... waaaaaa!!

oh. berbalik ke timesquare.beransur lah kami ke foodcourt mencari port yg lebih proper. cis! azmir soh aku amek gambo mereka bertiga! mentang2 la aku sorg je kaum Hawa situ! cis lagik!! aku pon nak masok gamba gak!!tak aci btol!!borak punya borak. tekak kering pon tak dilayan. dari berkisah ttg siapa dimana (update activity dak2 maktab le...mcm who study where....) sampai la ke kesah dahulu kala.... prep... nasi lemak nasi goreng pas prep mlm.... baca yasin sampai tercampak surah yasin tu (mereka la citer byk...) ... gaya2 tertdo ternganga lah... seed broadcast... homeroom meeting.... sukan suria yg BEST tuh... cikgu2.... lari keliling padang sbb tak siap modul sejarah (sbb modul ke sbb result...tak igt.hehe)...dedication sempena candle light dinner... oh.termasok lah 'event' takdak air walopon dikala bertarung dengan exam. fuh! byk gle citer. tak tertulis kat cni. but it was fun though, to actually sit and chit chat on those old beautiful days. haish! made me miss those ppl even more! sedar-sedar, dah kol 4 kot, faris mintak diri sbb dia kena bekerja. hik!aku syamil ngan azmir sambong lagik sembang. stop kejap g bli lunch sbb syamil takmkn lagik sepanjang hari. sambil mkn, sambung lagik bercakap. huh! penat jugak bersembang nih. sedar2 lagik dah jam 6 ptg waduh!dlm dok bersembang mcm kitorg je kat foodcourt tuh, datang makcik cleaner menyelit antara kitorng amik pinggan mkn yg dah kering tu. haha!sengal je. oh. konon nak beransur gerak pulang ke kl sentral. tp musti bergambar dlu. (oih. i tak masok gambar lagik! cis! tak bwk kamera aku. ralat btol! kalo tak....pinggan2 mkn tuh aku amek skali gambar nye. cis cis dan cis lagik!) tgh2 dok cari port amek gambar, ada one group of chinese girls soh amekkan gamba dorg. aku pon amek la dan in return, ktorg soh dorg amek gamba ktorg plak. haha!

oh.tba2 mood nak celoteh panjang lagik terbantut. sekian. gambar later la upload. tepakse tunggu si syamil upload dlu. walaweh!

moral of the story:
1. aku maseh tak suka naik MONOREL!!!
2. saya sangat rindu rakan2 maktab. pia!meh sini ko!!sekeh hang! huhu!
3. walopon kehadiran sedikit, tapi itu membuka peluang kami bersembang lebih rancak. cuba kalo big group, pasti berpuak2 kan. hehe....
4. terkasar bahse, tersilap kata, ampun maaf dipinta....huhu!!

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

blur

ih. masa kat opis, adaaaa je topic yg rasa nak masokkan dlm blog. tapi ngapad pc je....
blank. sengal!

jumaat ni puan akmal dtg opis. aihhh. hope everything ok. apa perlu aku wat ah? wat bese je la kan. har har.teroskan kerajinan ku bekerja. wah la. rajin kerr??



ha! dah igt topic tuh.
cuma nak cakap, saya suka bekerja. berlatihan seperti ni. tapi saya lagi suka belajar bersama ratu2 studio serta kesengalan yg menyelubungi studio tuh. huk.
satu je saya tak suka sepanjang tempoh li ni. saya tak suka diri saya ketika di kantor. kalo aku cakap, pasti dak2 studio, maupon member2 kmk atau bp sume tak caya. aku jadi pendiam. macam seorang workaholic yg sangat ketagih mengadap keje!!padahal, bkn byk sgt pon keje nye. dan aku tak paham bila chui yin bising aku siapkan keje dgn cepat (keje yg di mintak tlg aku setelkan lah...) mcm print drawing 4 tender.... (sbut pasal dwg. aku rasa nak wat bungee jumping sat. ada plak print saiz a1 tak check scale. gatal p boh scale to fit. mana tak lari skala dwg2 tuh. dah la SAIZ A1... LIMABLAS keping plak tuh... PLUS ...TRACING PAPER!! kalo lah tracing tuh aku kena bayar... mmg korek tabung ayam aku ni!! ) mujo la chui yin bkn jenis melenting. dan mujo juga lah aku bergelar org trainee. maka chui yin dgn penoh kesabaran menerangkan kenapa scale dwg itu penting walaupon ada dimension2 yg dah diserta kan. haihh!! aku pon offer utk reprint kan dwg2 tuh. sangat la rasa bersalah. so stupid of me. haks!
kalo wat photoshop, walopon diserang saket jiwa menghandle kerja photoshop bersaiz A1 yg bergerak terlalu pantas tu, tapi bila dah siap mesti si chui yin akan tercengang dan marah (marah gurau2 ler...) "aiyya!! u cepat sangat la!!kerja slow2 sikit. nnt i takde market la!!" ataupon dialog biasa dr chui yin bila aku siapkan tugasan pemberiannya : "suda siap a?? ayyoh!! slow sikt la!xpayah laju2!" "ayyah! you jgn cepat2, take ur time la..."
hih! sunggoh aku tak paham. sama ada itu ayat sindiran aku wat keje slow, ntah la. tapi aku ske cara chui yin. sebelom dia tugas kan aku, dia explain dlu konsep2 yg diguna dlm CAD tuh. tak pon dia explain dlu apa yg bakal aku print tuh, or explain dr A sampai Z kuasa dua utk apa aku sediakan color plan / elevations yg dikerah wat kat photoshop tuh. (hik! aku byk sebut pasal chui yin kan? cam dia plak supervisor aku. heheh. )sebenanye, di GLC architect tu, aku bantu droughtmen or droughtwoman (sbb chui yin sorang je drafGirL ctu...) dgn dwg2 dorg... mula2 dlu tlg mr howard. skang ni lbh byk tlg chui yin. and at the moment, sedang pusing kepala (eleh...pusing sangat...bese je....exaggerate lebeyy...haha!)membantu ahTong (ah tong droughtman GLC yer...bkn dak studio tuh!) mengator window schedule utk project housing kat johor (tak silap aku lah). dan esok insyaAllah bleh siap kesemua type nye window & door schedule. pasni....? ntah la... tgk lah sapa yg ada keje nak aku tlg....

aish, kadang rs cam btol ke aku sdg praktikal neh? cam tgh keje sbg drafgirl je... huk. apa2 la hai.... at least ada je mende2 br yg aku blaja, tak byk, sikit. kalo kena wat li lagi, bes jugak.huk cuma malas je la kot.

wah!jauh lari dari apa yg aku nak tulis sbenanye. huk! saya tak sukakan diri saya ketika berkerja sebagai seorang trainee. saya jadi pendiam yg amat ketika di opis. saya terlalu obses mengadap pc. saya kehilangan bicara walopon para pekerja yg lain sunggoh frenly, tatau nak sembang apa sedangkan peluang nak beramah mesra sgt besar memandangkan aku dok seblah fotostat machine merangkap printer tuh serta suis aircond tuh. jadi betol ke kwn2 aku yg knal aku dlu kata aku frenly tuh? ataupon mmg sebenanye aku neh sememang nye pendiam yg peghak? atau aku mmg tak reti nak berkawan ek? adoi la.yg saya tau, saya tak suka diri saya di opis sbb saya jd penakot nak mampos, takot hatta nak menyanyi2 ikot lagu mp3 yg berkumandang sekalipon. cis!sengal. noktah. sudah saket kepala. nak muntah ngadap pc dari jam 9am sampai 9pm.sekian. lenkali igt, sambong lagik.huk