sangat stress dgn kebodohan diri sendiri.
amat stress.
sehingga tak mahu melakukan apa apa langsung. langsung!
maaf kepada rakan-rakan yang konvo hari ini, tak dapat hadir memeriahkan majlis anda. tahniah ye pia dan nurulhuda!
dan ye, maaf jugak kepada rakan-rakan lain yang mengajak beraktiviti berunsur hiburan dan sewaktu dengannya. terima kasih, really, i appreciate ur invitation and such a shame to turn u down. maaf ye, tidak dapat turut serta. sila lah enjoy yourself, ok friends.
and at this moment, i really think no one can help me, not even myself. yeah, i should be grateful for He granted me this situation so that im aware of my surrounding, so that i stand firmly on the ground and keep the faith on. im a bad human, i know, and i kept forgetting Him, when He never fails in remembering me. dear Allah, im truly sorry for being such a jerk when all You do is help the ever weak people like me. ya Allah. please dont stop shining the path ahead of me for i might stumble upon walking in the dark without Your direction..........
dont ask y and dont ask what. just please pray that i could sort these mess out. thank u.
