Belajar Mengajar

Assalamualaikum yaw!

Alhamdulillah, just finished a short course last week, and am glad to be given the opportunity to meet lots of mind-like people; people who loves kids.
Even though deep inside i get frustrated when i evaluate myself in teaching those angels for the past five months, however, in a way it lifted me up more to improvise my skills onwards, inshaAllah.

Debar.
As usual,
Memang setiap hari debar bila nak mula sekolah.
Sebab bakal berdepan dengan bakal khalifah di masa depan, calon pemimpin bangsa dan negara, pemangkin masa depan agama dan bangsa.
Sepanjang kursus, aku semakin yakin dengan jalan yang aku dah pilih.
Biarlah orang nak kata apa,
Ye, ada je orang terdiam bila tanya aku kerja apa, tambah tambah kalau depa tau background studies aku.
Well, sorry honey, i appreciate you to respect my decisions as i dont think i ever bothered yours. ^_^

Setiap orang kan ada jalan cerita sendiri, embrace it.
I love doing what i am doing now.
I hope i can be strong enough to be able to stand still in this field, and share with the future kindy teachers how lucky we are to be the chosen ones.

Yes. I had my call since i joined a UPSR camp as an assistant for the key teachers last year.
There was this one boy who seem to struggle with his assignment. But i can feel he was willing to learn, but he seem to be a little taken aback or perhaps he didnt know how to ask or what to ask. I tried talking him into expressing what he wanted, but during that time, i have zero skill on persuading kids maybe. I felt such a big failure on myself for not being able to help that boy.
Since then, i secretly dream to become a teacher.
Towards the end of the year, my cousin called me asking if i want to teach in her new centre, since they are short of teachers, and for a start, i just shadow the principal and pick up the teaching skills then. I agreed. I was excited.
So there i was, and another "call" hit me after a two weeks (or so) teaching those angels.
"Teacher, you're awesome!"
When all i did was just play with them.
Meremang. Nak menitik airmata (tapi haruslah mek control ayu kannn....depan bebudak kena tak boleh nak drama queen sangat hahahaha)

Biarlah,
orang mungkin ada yang menyampah dengan pendirian aku yang nampak macam seasonal.
mungkin ada yang perlekeh jalan aku pilih ini,
tapi aku belajar satu benda, bahawasanya cita cita itu kadang kadang berubah seiring kematangan seseorang manusia.
Cehhh! Matang sangat lah kau tu, Paghah!~ HAHAHAHA
Biarlah.
Yang aku maklum, currently, inilah kebahagiaan aku (ehem. Disamping sokongan beberapa pihak yang dikasihi...hew hew hew).

Yang Sedang Terbang,
Farah Diana.