Assalamualaikum.
Ha. Dari dulu sampai sekarang, kau memang pegang kemas title ratu emosi tu kan?
Semalam, duduk sembang dengan Principal (oh. I've been keeping this low for about two months already, but hey, I am enjoying life now. So, here goes; am a kindy teacher now. Looking forward to be a good one though. Huuu. Masih rasa tak layak di panggil teacher lagi for now.)
"Farah, how are you feeling working here for almost two months already, Farah?" - P
"I am at some sort of peace, Teacher M*!" - F
"Really? Peace?" (looking sort of confused, add on background jeritan bebudak panggil Teacher Paghah masuk kelas balik -.-) -P
"Yes, Teacher M! Been struggling these few years, but i found peace even though i still struggle getting these kids' attention at class" - F
(Muka terkejut lagi) "Tell me about it!" - P
.....nak sembang lagi luah perasaan terbuku kononnya. Tapi seorang Wise Owls dah sampai ke pintu dan melalak: "Teacher Farah!! They dont want to share the colors!!"
Fine kids. Fine. Saja kan hangpa tak mau kasik chance teacher layan emosi sat! Its okay, sayangs, its okay, for all of you, teacher simpan emo tuh balik store and will be with you all the time, in sha Allah.
Penat? Oh memang! Dengan nak mengejar one special kid yang hyper (but Subahanallah, sangat bright, sangat cute toksah cakap lah) yang all over the school yang kadang kadang memang test patience to the top level and the other 10 (total kids in my class are 11), physically & mentally penat woi!
TAPI.
In the end of the day, ada satu kepuasan yang tak pernah aku dapat selama ni.
Like what i told the Principal, ketenangan.
Okay. I need to pen off now.
Online nak cari bahan kononnya, tapi sebab ...ehem... biasa lah, bila emosi beraksi gittew.... terdampar lah mek disini seketika.
In sha Allah, akan throw more words here in the future sharing my experience and journey.
p/s: Emo mode konon. sekali dapat satu call je, terus cair. okbai.
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