Fobia!

Assalamualaikum peeps!

Well. Have you ever faced any event that pulled you deep down that you hardly pull yourself back up?
Where the impact was you cant even see the shadow of anything related to the said event?
You've tried hard enough to move on, let it all go, let it be bygone, but even a mere presence of the said event can ruin your day just like that, have you?
You're the type not holding grudge for long, but you seemed so different this time around?
To the extend that you cant even come across even a slight view of it?

But then again, you gotta go through the storm to catch that rainbow, dont you think so?

Sorry dear, you've just been disconnected.
If i shut off, dont bother peeking,
Save your time with not even try to say hi cause what you will get is just a blank stare.
Let the beautiful moments be in the past, those painful encounters be washed away through time, as long as you stay out of my sight, because i'd rather cherish the previous precious moments from afar.
Thanks for the past, i'll just let go of the pain, in sha Allah.
But dont ever appear again, i beg, just so that the good memories can remain on the surface.

Regards,
Ratu Emosi >.<