Breath in, Breath out.

Assalamualaikum.

"How can you see into my eyes like open doors?
Leading you down into my core where I've become so numb
Without a soul my spirit's sleeping somewhere cold
Until you find it there and lead it back home"

Ya Arhamar Rahimin.
Wahai Tuhan yang Maha Pengasih lagi Maha Penyayang.

Wake up, Farah.
Welcome to the real world.
You should've get used to multiple pressure at a time, shouldn't you?

Yang Super Stress (oooooh i really hate to use that S word but that's the only word best describe me at the moment),
Farah Diana.

Sambung belajar?

Assalamualaikum.

Oooh lala. Teacher Paghah's back!
As much as i want to upload photos of me with the little ones, i end up refraining myself from doing so. Entah. Takot kang apa-apa jadi aku jugak yang naya wey! Anak anak orang tuh wey!

So, last few weeks, a new kid was assigned into my class.
Jeng jeng jeng!
A special one indeed.
Handling him makes my heart screaming for some knowledge handling special kids.
They are...well...special! Buat aku rasa nak push harder untuk help them face the real world.

Unfortunately, i have none. I am totally frustrated with myself for not having any skills or knowledge of handling kids, let alone the special ones.

Maybe....

I said MAYBE....it's about time i revise my path ahead?
May Allah ease the journey.

ps: Nak sambung tapi research on WHAT to sambung tak bikin lagi. Lepas tu nk move on into new chapter pun satu hal tuh weh. Cari pasal ke apa aku ni?

Yang Sebenarnya Tengah Ngantok Sebab Penat Practice Concert,
Farah Diana.

Alhamdulillah, give thanks to Allah ^_^

Assalamualaikum.

Alhamdulillah.
Alhamdulillah.
Alhamdulillah.

Photo credit to: Fievelski.

Another milestone in life achieved.
errr. Well.... half a step I must say? HAHAHAHA.
Alhamdulillah, the ceremony went well.
Alhamdulillah, the weather was beautiful.
Alhamdulillah, i did not trip! HAHAHAHAHAOKAYTAKLAWAK.

Oh, no darlings, it was not my wedding though.
In sha Allah, soon.
Thank you Allah.
Thank you Mummy Abah.
Thank you adik beradiks.
Thank you aunties & uncles.
Thank you cousins.
Thank you friends.

Okay fine. Baru bertunang kau dah berucap macam dapat award bintang popular. Pui!!

Nevertheless, aku masih tetap nervous setiap kali nak text or nak call dia.
Normal ke atau aku sorang je yang ada habit macam ni?
Macam nak tergolek sensorang kat bilik fikir nak text tanya khabar ke tak, sampai kadang kadang emo. Tapi bila dengar suara dia atau terima text, terus hidup kembali ke bentuk asal like the drama did not just happened?

Ok. Sudah. Simpan sorang-sorang kisah perempuan saiko seperti itu ye cik Paghah.
Mohon kembali menulis perjalanan membentuk future leaders instead, Gittew!

Yang Masih Tetap Nervoustatausampaibila,
Farah Diana.

in a few days

Assalamualaikum.

My oh my. Berapa hari lagi nak cuti sekolah dah weh! Debor pulak debor wehhh...
Debar sebab cuti sekolah?
Kau dah kenapa?

Ok bai.

Yang Sedang Nervous,
Farah Diana

Keep calm, Teacher

Assalamualaikum.

Oh well, i love my job anyways.
And i love the kids too.
To the extend that if i scold any of them, i will end up crying myself.
But then, i just realized i can not tolerate LIES at all.
a BIG NO!!
I have shut down one couple and i could at least try to train the future khalifahs not to instill lying in their personality.
Sayang,
If teacher scold you for stealing or lying, please be informed that it is because i love you so much.
Teacher wants you to be a person of dignity, that holds Allah's orders, and stay away from His prohibition. And i am pretty sure i made clear of that.
Please please please be the human that bring your mummy and daddy to Jannah. In sha Allah!
Amiin.

Yang Sedih Terpaksa Bertukar Menjadi Harimau Jadian Harini,
Farah Diana.