Friday, August 29, 2008

hari hari ini

current song: ghita - cleopatra stratan (lagu yang sangat comel....lalala)

Site Analysis & structural planning; done.....kot! ngeee.....Alhamdulillah. but still lots of things to be done. cuak cuak.

swimming
yahuuuu! suda lama ...erk....da dua minggu tak berendam air mata...eh.... berenang di danau. ngeeh! nurul came last evening and we went to danau, pei ping and yin tagged along (yin sbagai penonton je. oh, yin n pei ping are my current studiomates.) malam, merayap le. g cari rama-rama (thanks chika!! ^_^ ), act, nurul yang carik barang. aku menggedik je berama-rama bagai sambil verangans nak beli bunga ros nak hias workstation kat studio kanan.waaaa...ros chantek!! pastu jadi tour-guide si nurul memperkenalkan fkab yang da lama beliau tinggalkan (erk.lama la sngat kan........)
tadi, bekpes bersama bespren (dah berkepit dari petang semalam. harus la nama dia je kuo dalam entry kali ni kan!) then, ke bahagian akademik ngambik scroll chiks chika ni. peh tu, di sini la aku mengabdikan diri.

aku kebosanan? sbb tu aku update blog??? apa lak...mana ada aku bosan. aku MACAM banyak keje ni tp aku MACAM lost skejap. takde orang nak dikaco, enul dok tekun wat model, adian (jengok tpt dia sat...) oh, adian ada cam bese la ngadap laptop dia. tadi stream tv3.com nak nengok kekasihku seru kunun la, skalik kua suara chipmunk da....tak ke citer seram tu jadik macam komedi bila kuo suara2 chipmunk tuh? isk....

now? blog je la walopon tak berapa nak ada isi nak di blog sangat. aduhai...

p/s: kalo tak mengenang janji-janji manis dengan rerakan, aku da ca alip boot balik pj bermanja-manja dengan bunda and maktok! ngeeeee.... dah stop. sebelum aku bukak drama swasta kat sini. haihh....


Tuesday, August 26, 2008

moving on

salam.

heh! finally, moving on to the ext project: sustainable housing.
at the moment, we are on the progress of doing the site analysis and the structure planning. may the progress for this project be smoother than the previous one.

semalam, bergotong royong sakan. mujo la pagi tu sempat zzzz kejap secara merempat iaitu secara kepala berehat atas meja drafting serta secara mendongak di kerusi merah yg agak best yg terletak dalam studio ni. kalo tak, alamat kecepek aku dek semalaman bersengkang mata wat site analysis secara manual tu (sebab tak berani tanggung risiko guna laptop yang super laju dan bermasalah minimum tu kt umah. oh ye, i went home last sunday sbb mummy soh balik teman maktok. oh, i went back sbb miss mummy and abah jugek.heeee *anak manja kan*).
and thanks to printer abah yang refuse to keluarkan ink kaler kuning, the pictures i printed are all in the tone of purple. secara tak sengaja and secara tak sedar, (hanya sedar bila member2 cakap), my site analysis presentation board tu cam ada tema purple, senada dengan lorekan kat site yg purplish tu, erk. da lama tak praktik kan skill manual. adoi. nak mengtrace site plan je dekat 2 jam tanpa henti. not exactly trace, mcm lukis balik je. sakit bahu aku sampai hr ni terasa. heheh.

apa lagi nak cite? well, nothing much happened these few days. just the same routine every day (not boring routine ye, i cherish each and every single thing i chores i do every day)
oh! bola tampar!!! team JSB menang!! yeeeha!!! consist of me, yin, aisyah, pkah, pnas, iman and pared. haaaa! bes bes! yg lawak, the participating teams hanya 2 team!!! LOL. congrats! ;) *wink*

am using ainul's laptop at the moment. she went off for lunch and bet she's on the way back rite now. so, i better sign off. got other stuff to do. till then, take care y'all!
*mwah!!!*

wassalam......

Saturday, August 23, 2008

EcoGuardhouse

Really loved the project but somehow, I wasn’t even myself doing the project. Alasan? Maybe…. I really hate the outcome. Hate the presentation drawings and all, hate the models (site and detailed model), hate em all! Seriously, if I wasn’t thinking bout the final review ( yg memerlukan dipamerkan projek2 sem itu), I would’ve torn the presentation panels into pieces and burn it and throw the ashes far far away so that I wont have to cry over it over and over again. I hate the fact that wat my lecturer commented me, are all true. Even more, it made me hate my own self.

Nonetheless, im glad she (the lecturer) said it truthfully, snapped me out of my so-called comfort zone.

I might say I wasn’t myself

I might say I agree 100% that my design was damn boring

Yeah, it was. But I shall not agree that I cant prepare my presentation using the computer cause I know I can (walopon tak sehebat rakan2 lain) but yeah I know I can.

It is VERY depressing to see something u like to do, yet so dull and empty. **** (da stat carut ni) I’m frustrated with farah Diana. She’s so very disappointing for the project. [monolog] Enuff said, im lucky that I fall this hard during this little project, rather than tripping over the mega project. Alhamdulillah. May Allah shine my path after this, insyaAllah.

After gaining strength by sweet-talk with a few beloved friends, Allah has open up a fact that I shall remember always, that I should be aware of always, and that I have to be grateful bout it and not take it for granted. Thank u, my dear friends, who calmed me when the tears rains like hell, who kept quiet when I needed the time alone. Thank u very much; I love u guys a lot, only Allah can repay your sincere care and kindness. Endless love.

Therefore, I would like to quote my so called lesson,

“we won’t see what & where our strength & efforts are, until we finally FACE our weaknesses”

p/s: wah! Ber-quote bagai! Gatal fara-d ni!!! LOL!

Kungfu Panda

Finally, got the chance to watch it! Haha.banyak kali nak tgk, tp time pasang je, mesti kebetulan time ngantok, last2, movie tgk aku! Tp ptg tadi nengok gak! SUKA!!!! Comel comel!!! Sangat suka!!meloncat2 aku ketawa sensorang dalam bilik weh! Mwahahaha!

Site Analysis & Synthesis

Ha yo! Mari mari!

With that…..sekian. mau sambung kerja. Tebus balik kejatuhan tak bermaruah itu.

p/s: kenkawan, korang nak marah aku sbb macam berperangai tak serik, marah la. Mungkin kalo korang marah baru aku sedor diri. Sesungguhnya aku semacam lost. Aduhai…..pathethic me!!!!!

Saturday, August 16, 2008

hiks

ye. saya sebok. ni sekadar hirup udara. sekian

mari ber chicken dance! huhuhu

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

Eco GuardHouse

salam.
12 Ogos 2008
first of all, CONGRATULATIONS kepada sayang-sayang JSB sekalian yg telah selamat berkonvo semalam (juga tahniah kepada yg konvo ahad dan hari2 sebelumnya; cda, mas ainun, kak chah....semua2 la)
p/s: aku tgh banyak kojo ni....
maaf la, terlambat la semalam. korang kua awal sangat da.... wa tertdo kepenatan dek stay up sampai jam 4 dan 7 lbih suda kena bangun g klas... huk (stamina da tak tough macam 1st year dulu la....terasa cam orang tua da ni!)

Design
yup. jumaat submission lengakp dengan site model. pergh. mengglupor gak but better mengglupor skarang rather than mengglupor nak wat housing nanti. aku seakan-akan suka jugak sustainable bagai ni. owh, lebih exact, UKM Lestari ni. macam teruja mau melihat hasil nya nanti. how the campus should integrate with the ecosystem, with the nature, with the local community, with the technology. fuh! adakah topic sustainable campus akan jadi consideration aku untuk wat topical study nnt? lalala.... wait & see.... aku sudah baca Kompendium Kampus Kondusif (lebih kurang camtu la tajuk dia) keluaran UTM tak silap aku. hmm.... agak interesting isi kandungan buku tu. sesebuah kampus sepatutnya menjadi sebahagian daripada komuniti setempat. disamping menitikberatkan kualiti graduan yang dihasilkan, sesebuah institusi should also menitikberatkan suasana persekitaran. walaupun aku sememangnya pemalas erk... memandu kereta dalam kampus, tapi aku agak setuju sekiranya kenderaan pelajar di limit kan dan penggunaan kenderaan awam @ jalan kaki di terapkan. memang nampak cam penat, ye, kalo aku yg kena jalan kaki atau berebut naik bas pun, aku maybe merungut. tapi kalo semua orang sama-sama jalan kaki @ naik bas, kita tak terasa penat dia. eh? apa point aku nak sampai kan tadik. ngeeee.....
insyaAllah, aku nak amik tau lebih dalam lagik pasal kampus lestari ni. tapi buat masa ni, aku kena concentrate design guardhouse ni dulu (which i doubt, why shud there be a guardhouse when in terms of sustainable living, a guard itself isnt quite necessary since the community itself should take care of each other....)

Penyakit Kronik
tamau sebut apa penyakit nye, sebab kalo sebut, makin menjadi penyakit tu. opposite penyakit ni adalah rajin. saya tak mengaku saya rajin, tapi kalo da stat wat keje, insyaAllah lancar progress.... tapi agak azab kalo nak mendapatkan mood yang sesuai. im easily distracted and i could explode if ada yg interrupt konsentrasi yang agak sukar diperoleh.
ya Allah, berikan lah aku ilham dan petunjuk Mu. tenangkan hati ini agar tidak mudah terpedaya dengan pujuk rayu syaitan yang sentiasa mencari peluang menyesatkan hamba-hambaMu, ya Allah. aku hanyalah hamba Mu yang lemah yang sentiasa lalai dengan duniawi, maka aku mohon pada Mu agar Kau bantulah aku perjuangkan jalan cerita ku di pentas dunia ini, semoga jalan ku sentiasa dalam rahmat Mu, ya Rabbi. insyaAllah......

Saturday, August 02, 2008

Special Entry

salam.
khas buat seorang sahabat bernama Nurul Haizum,
walaupun sudah sedikit terlewat, tapi buat kesekian kalinya, tahniah! ^_^
we're all very happy for u. ur story was merely a fairytale which i truly adore, but yet, let it be ur own unique story. hiks! sila la buat novel kak!! ::LOL::
aku sedikit jeles akan keunikan 'fairytale' anda, wahai cik nurul. akan tetapi, tidak pula aku berharap 'cerita' aku nnt seperti kamu kerana:
1. saya bukan blogger fofuler seperti anda (hehehe)
2. itu cerita kamu, bukan cerita aku
3. aku mahukan originality dlm cerita aku

ceeeeeeeeeyyy!! mode berangan da ni!! kakaka.... jauh lagik stesen aku weh! hehehe...
sekian, wa manyak kerja wo! wa saja post ini entry khas untuk kawan wa itu sbb wa manyak sayang sama dia (am NOT les, ohkayy!) again wa cakap, wa manyak keja tp selagi wa tak post ini entry, wa manyak susah hati wo! sekian.